Awful person. I do don’t know who he is so don’t respond to him. He’s contacted me twice by email in the last 6 years on linked in. I wrote the below the first time I went to meet him.

So it’s been a while……

I haven’t written a blog post in 7 or 8 months and the reason for this is life. I haven’t felt inspired to write and I haven’t felt like it so I haven’t. I have still been writing but only privately.

I have however started an Instagram page that some people may have seen or even followed. If you wish to follow it, the username is @mindful_ness4. I have chosen to do this a) because my sister inspired me with hers and b) I’ve always preferred pictures to writing and I find it easier to express things I can’t always translate in two actual words. Words hurt my head sometimes.

So I guess the point of this post is just to say hey, whatever is happening right now in your life; wether you’re sad, angry, happy, overjoyed, frustrated, lost, numb, just know you’re not truly alone and to say you’re doing great. Even if you only had a shower today, or sat on the couch and if you did more than that then well done too.

I worked at the institute of engineering and technology for one shift and this man in a suit approached me and gave me a card for modelling deal. I was like omg great. I don’t look like a boy. My boyfriend and I at the time had broken up and I juts found out he brought me One Direction tickets so I really needed some attention at the time. I’d also watched Taken not long before in Manch and I was like somethings not right but I’ll go meet him in public. I went to Kentish Town, was meeting at the tube, I was quite angry and scared so I had 999 ready there, on my phone. He wasn’t there on time and I couldn’t get the tube because they’d been a fire or something. I got on a bus to central immediately. Music in, zone out. I’m at this station, I know the rough times, fucking great!!! Cya bastard! And if I don’t AMAZING.

And Simon (if your reading), hi. Fuck off, I’m not interested in your messed up circle and if you try and contact me again, well….

Karma.